Girtee Deewaron Ke Aanchal Mein Zinda Hoon
Yeh hai meri kahani Khamosh Zindagani Sannaata keh raha hai Kyon zulm seh raha hai
Ek dastaan purani Tanhai ke zubaani Har zakhm khil raha hai Kuch mujhse keh raha hai
Chubte kaante yaadon ke Daaman se chuntaa hoon Girtee deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon
Bas yeh meri kahani Be-nishaan nishaani Ek dard beh raha hai Kuch mujhse keh raha hai
Chubte kaante yaadon ke Daaman se chuntaa hoon Girtee deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon
Bajaaye pyar ki shabnam mere gulistaan mein Baraste rehte hai har simt maut ke saaye Siyahion se ulajh padthi hai mere aakhen Koi nahin, koi bhi nahin jo batlaaye Mein kitni der ujaalon ke raah dekhoonga Koi nahin, hai koi bhi nahin Na paas, na duur Ek yaar hai dil ki dhadkan Apni chaahat ka jo elaan kiye jaati hai Zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai Khoon ke ghoont piye jaati hai Khwab kaanton se siye jaati hai
Ab na koi paas hai Phir bhi ehsaas hai Siyahion mein uljhi padhi Jeene ki ek aas hai Yaadon ka jungle yeh dil Kaanton se jal-thal yeh dil
Chubte kaante yaadon ke Daaman se chuntaa hoon Girtee deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon
Haven't felt like this in a long time. Am feeling really lonely right now with all dreams shattered and no ray of hope in sight. It looks like what all i learnt or believed in life, was something that was not even worth the sacrifice or the value i gave it. No friends, no one to talk to, no one to trust.....just alone with the pain and the anger all bottled up. All that u planned for, hoped for, dreamt about is all gone just like that. And i dont know where i went wrong or what i should do now. How i hate it when life gives me a glimpse of the happiness i seek, and then takes it away from me. It makes me want to scream, and rave and rant about how unfair it is, and about how much i deserve this more than anyone else, and why should i have to give up so much for something that the rest of world gets so easily ??? Anyway, it looks like loneliness is the only faithful companion i have ever had. No one else. No one.
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prashu) wrote,
depressed
